by Mafalda Rakoš .."I know it sounds stupid, but at the toilet I still take time out for myself. For me it’s a form of stress relieve if I’m not being good to myself or if I’m stressed out. When everything slips and starts to fall apart that’s the thing I can hold on to –..because I can control it. I can control what I’m eating and I can control my body… I know exactly what to do. That’s when I need it most, even though I know it’s just a fantasy."